Wow...I guess that is really all I can say. This semester has been ridiculously challenging and I am emotionally, physically, chemically, any other way possible...drained. I have been trying so hard to keep up with the massive amounts of reading, assignments, quizzes, exams, etc. that have been piling up and piling up and it seems no matter how hard I try or what I do I just cannot get a grip on it!! I think it is because every time I get a grade I just see my GPA slipping and slipping and I have worked so hard to get and keep a high GPA and now in one semester and an overloaded schedule of tough classes later it will just slip away. Not to mention as I say my GPA decrease I see my dream of becoming a vet slip away as well and that probably is what kills me the most. The pressure to do well when you are trying to get into a school that accepts less people than you graduated with in high school is ridiculous. I feel like I am carrying more than the world on my shoulders and essentially I am...I am carrying my future on my shoulders and FML it is heavy! I just need a break or some clue that I am going to make it through this with atleast high B's!! I hate to put hours and hours into this and come though as average. I just want to be a vet and I do not want to have to wait another two years before I can apply and then another four years of school. I want a family too you know. I want a life. Phew I feel a little better now. I might have to make this blogging thing a regular activity again to keep myself sane!
P.S. I miss my pets from home. :-(
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